I waited, but you never came,
Funny, you show up today,
After years of silence,
Ignoring me when I pray….
If you unconditionally love me,
Why treat my soul like a game?
Upset? Because my wild, free spirit,
They tried to, but could not tame?
On the outside surface,
Perfect, I could perfectly be,
But why is that what you want?
Because that girl….well…she’s not me.
I saw, how Jesus gave you
the bullet, the one for your gun….
So when I was younger, I often dreamt of a day,
A glorious day….made especially for me….and freely I could run.
Not worthy of your forgiveness,
My soul, not enough sacrifice, so a savior you sent,
Betrayed, forsaken! Out to you he desperately cried!
You gave him 3 days of the silent treatment mighty Lord,
And for YOUR sin, you now expect ME to repent????
For God so loved the world,
Inevitable sin, all of us he gave,
Given a choice to betray Jesus,
Would you, if instead his life you could save?
Run away from God ,
Run, as fast as you can,
He envies your beauty and power,
That’s why he cast out Satan.
When I surrendered my all,
And I blindly, “followed Him”…
Everything about me, seemed like a flaw,
my inner light faded, slowly becoming dim.
They’re liars! I wasn’t born from a rib!
Thats why I can’t ask questions.
Thats the debt Jesus’ blood paid.
I know from a warrior’s heart I was made!
You still believe all the lies printed?
In that blood stained brochure for heaven they sell?
Satan could be wearing a mask, how are you certain it’s God?
Just think, those pearly gates, could be the entrance to Hell!
When you get discarded there,
Please tell God I say hi!
Tell him I took Jesus with me,
I couldn’t stand there, and let him die.